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Feel as though i have Every single reason to feel lonely, but am surprisingly fine. Am going to bury myself in my interests and work after A's. Such contradictory sentences. Sometimes i don't know if i'm okay only because i've successfully convinced myself that i am. But for now, it doesn't matter as long as i don't fall.

Quite aware that it's all my own doing, isolating myself from everyone else. Maybe i'm convincing myself again.

This space is the only side they'll see now, if they ever do. And it's all about myself. imagine it to be quite terrible. but i don't know what else to talk about when there's nothing else to talk about, in this room i'm in with nobody else present.

It's going to get worse soon. I will be okay.